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Aspen Matis

"Absolutely devout in her complete care of my body, she had only taught me to be weak and voiceless. But I had unlearned that lesson. Our enmeshment no longer felt to me like proof of love. I was no longer willing to permit this silencing. Helplessness didn't have to be my identity, I wasn't condemned to it. I was willing-able-to change. Our enmeshment had been enabled by my belief that I needed her to help me, to take care of things for me-and to save me-but, back in the home where I'd learned this helplessness, I found I no longer felt that I was trapped in it."

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"Absolutely devout in her complete care of my body, she had only taught me to be weak and voiceless. But I had unlearned that lesson. Our enmeshment no longer felt to me like proof of love. I was no longer willing to permit this silencing. Helplessness didn't have to be my identity, I wasn't condemned to it. I was willing-able-to change. Our enmeshment had been enabled by my belief that I needed her to help me, to take care of things for me-and to save me-but, back in the home where I'd learned this helplessness, I found I no longer felt that I was trapped in it."

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Amber Hurdle

"We pull back our society when we tell people to only pray for miracles."

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"Every Christian has the chance to become an outstanding person."

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Amber Hurdle

"Become Yourself."

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Amber Hurdle

"Every Christian leader is oblige to teach their members how to discover their territory and cultivate their land."

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Amber Hurdle

"Ask for a fish, and you only get one; ask for a net, and you can catch dozens."

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Amber Hurdle

"In the body is tremendous strength, in the mind is brilliant potential, in the heart is extraordinary influence, and in the soul is remarkable power."

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Amber Hurdle

"There is a latent energy in each of us, in all areas of our lives."

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Amber Hurdle

"The secret of real prosperity in the church is to teach God's people principles of economic empowerment."

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Amber Hurdle

"If you have the power to think, you have the power to change your world."

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Amber Hurdle

"Your inner light is your inner power."

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Aspen Matis
"Helplessness didn't have to be my identity, I wasn't condemned to it. I was willing - able - to change. Our enmeshment had been enabled by my belief that I needed [my mom] to help me, to take care of things for me - and to save me - but, back in the home where I'd learned this helplessness, I found I no longer felt that I was trapped in it."

Independence

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Aspen Matis
"Chinese proverb says that a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. This journey had begun with the coercion of my body, with my own wild hope."

Journey

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Aspen Matis
"And if I'd be left alone in the woods again, I smiled to think how I'd find new gifts and thrive. At the end of a long trail and the beginning of the rest of my life, I was committed to always loving myself. I would put myself in that win-win situation."

Self-Love

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Aspen Matis
"I needed only to allow myself to know what I already knew."

Awareness

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Aspen Matis
"Each year, Gracie Henderson moons a thousand strangers, collects their shocked faces in an annual photo album."

Rebellion

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Aspen Matis
"This was trail magic. Sea Breeze's fire, his light, his heat, his life, remained, their salvation. It is a fact that all drainages, if followed downhill, lead to the same lowland water body. Lost and fallen hikers follow drainages down because walking ridges is harder. And so, despite the complex web of paths, waterfalls, cliffs, as a hiker wanders downhill, drainages merge, faint, abstract paths coalesce, thicken, until there is one path " the one, natural, trodden way. It isn't a coincidence that Sea Breeze, Brandon Day and Gina Allen, and countless other hikers all wandered, lost, down the same steep slope to nowhere."

Survival

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Aspen Matis
"She'd taken care of me in all the ways my body needed, but the devastation of my rape had made me feel the weight of the essential way she had neglected me: she hadn't nurtured the potential of my strong and healthy independence."

Trauma

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Aspen Matis
"I realized that no, no one would actually come to save or even stop me, I had absolutely no choice. The scale tipped: the moment not doing it became more difficult and unbearable than just doing it."

Decision

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Aspen Matis
"I wanted to come close to fierce wild things. They seemed prehistoric, rare and sacred."

Nature

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Aspen Matis
"Maybe I'd die. Maybe I'd burn to ash in wind, or blacken like the pines. Charred skeletons, I'd add one to the count. I didn't feel scared. I didn't think to panic. The trail wasn't burning. I was raw, ripe for loving. I wasn't stopping."

Courage

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